Posture For The Day: Full Lotus [Variation](and the tee says 'I Am Single' in English)
Only these THREE Very Pretty Ladies who are very close to me my heart know what really happened between me and TMOMD who became TMFMWN;
1) A friend who messed(/es) with a soon-to-be-married man and a previously-married man,
2) A friend who is going to be married very soon to (I think) the wrong man, and
3) A friend who is happily married with her very type of man.
I love all the THREE of you very much and I think you know that it took me a lot to open up and share things that God knows I would rather keep to myself. But, I turned to you as I knew I needed you to yell at me to get things solved and to get me out of it.
I know the two of you are going to read this (number adds accordingly if their mentioned men were to read this too) and may I thank you again for all your support, for standing by me, for comforting me when times were really bad, when I just didn't know what was right and wrong for me anymore.
But I do have another request. I will need you to kindly keep this just between you and me for we won't know what future has in store for us. Sometimes things go beyond our control, knowledge, power and everybody makes mistakes and wrong choices. And I am one, who keeps making them.
I am not coming back, I am not.
(And the rest, please stop asking "What really happened?" for it was ugly, very complicated and I just don't want to trouble anyone anymore BUT please keep up that I am alone now, feeling happier and much better.)
But I need to know if all of you:
- the THREE VPL (bukan VPL -ni lah, kan?) mentioned,
- the NINE-Friends-That-Will-Love-Me-No-Matter-What,
- the 287-Friends-I-Have-In-Friendster,
- and even Anyone-Who-Considers-And-Accepts-Me-As-A-Friend-
Even-We've-Never-Met,
.. will still be with me, if you will still love me, if you can not use things against me if I were to change my mind or if things were to change sooner or later. Maybe not now, not in months, maybe not in years, or maybe even never. Damn, we'll never know what future has in store for us although we can always opt to be wiser and wish for the better.
My indebted thanks and gratefulness again, from the bottom of my heart and I know I'd do just fine now, I can survive and be alive again because I have all of you.
1) A friend who messed(/es) with a soon-to-be-married man and a previously-married man,
2) A friend who is going to be married very soon to (I think) the wrong man, and
3) A friend who is happily married with her very type of man.
I love all the THREE of you very much and I think you know that it took me a lot to open up and share things that God knows I would rather keep to myself. But, I turned to you as I knew I needed you to yell at me to get things solved and to get me out of it.
I know the two of you are going to read this (number adds accordingly if their mentioned men were to read this too) and may I thank you again for all your support, for standing by me, for comforting me when times were really bad, when I just didn't know what was right and wrong for me anymore.
But I do have another request. I will need you to kindly keep this just between you and me for we won't know what future has in store for us. Sometimes things go beyond our control, knowledge, power and everybody makes mistakes and wrong choices. And I am one, who keeps making them.
I am not coming back, I am not.
(And the rest, please stop asking "What really happened?" for it was ugly, very complicated and I just don't want to trouble anyone anymore BUT please keep up that I am alone now, feeling happier and much better.)
But I need to know if all of you:
- the THREE VPL (bukan VPL -ni lah, kan?) mentioned,
- the NINE-Friends-That-Will-Love-Me-No-Matter-What,
- the 287-Friends-I-Have-In-Friendster,
- and even Anyone-Who-Considers-And-Accepts-Me-As-A-Friend-
Even-We've-Never-Met,
.. will still be with me, if you will still love me, if you can not use things against me if I were to change my mind or if things were to change sooner or later. Maybe not now, not in months, maybe not in years, or maybe even never. Damn, we'll never know what future has in store for us although we can always opt to be wiser and wish for the better.
My indebted thanks and gratefulness again, from the bottom of my heart and I know I'd do just fine now, I can survive and be alive again because I have all of you.
"It's hard to find those who love you matter what.
I'm lucky enough to have found THREE of them."
~ CARRIE BRADSHAW, Episode 42
Season 3 of Sex And The City
I'm lucky enough to have found THREE of them."
~ CARRIE BRADSHAW, Episode 42
Season 3 of Sex And The City
9 comments:
nice chair btw...
Hello Mini Pretzel,
Tell me how did you manage to be so strong when your TMOMD slipped away? I feel like commiting suicide when my TMOMD left. Still depressed now...Maybe you can share with me what do you do to overcome the loneliness. I do have a job and I do have friends....but things are not the same...
-LifeisCruel-
take it easy. good things in life come in mini package afterall. and by the way, how come i'm not in that 287 friends of urs in friendster?!
The best way is to count your blessings. TMOMD passed on after being together for 5 years; 2 in marriage...My blessings are he left with 2 beautiful kids and enough for me to pick up pieces of my life.Life goes on..dear..and I'm proud to say that I have never been happier in my life.( well a new MOMD came along and the brood has multiply..)Life's good...Eureka!!
u go girl!!! ur tough, no matter how mini u r. read on abt others, and be inspired by their strength. no one is alone. life is cruel to all of us, in its own special way. hey i love u too tau!!! see u, in 11 days time!!
chi's right. I thought I'd die when I broke up with my boyfriend of 4 years, and I wailed in my room alone, the night we broke up, after he left. The very same room we shared our times, did crazy things and exclaimed love oaths to each other. I was close to slicing my arms, but I brought myself back together (or rather my only reliable friend did). Time heals my pain, I would say, though the scars would always be there. Some time alone might help, and some definite closure.
isk panjang la plk komen.
i agree with roadie - nice chair...
and would like to add.. nice jugs
i love you too...
hey you! very much i like the pretzel picture of yours atas tu, u bone twister you! gee. u really made it look interesting. geez. now u remind me of auntie anne's. and
o, thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu for the ice creammmmmmm!! *makan ice cream sampai pengsan*
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