Posture For The Day: The Flight(Loosens stiff back, builds elasticity around the spine
and exercises the lungs at the same time.
P.S. Also the posture Gabriella Solis always be seen doing.)
and exercises the lungs at the same time.
P.S. Also the posture Gabriella Solis always be seen doing.)
To Whom It May Concern,
It's been weeks since you left me.
Eversince; I had to manage to do things on my own, lived in total mess, cried over my pillow, blamed everything on everyone around me and when all else failed, I tried to shut my mind and wished that I could fly or just die, leaving all this behind.
Yes, I was in a bad shape.
I was in total mess.
I was in the dark.
I lost my head.
And I had no one to talk to.
For weeks, I struggled to survive. I forced myself to smile, to stay calm, to act like I've got everything under control when I can't even think of surviving another day, in one piece. It hurts so bad to miss someone who is so important in my life.
That was until yesterday, when there arrived Someone New;
The new person is nothing really, compared to You.
You were the best, the very best I've ever had in my entire lifetime.
You definitely made my life easier.
You helped me so much, took care of everything I ever needed
that when You left, I can barely stand on my own feet.
Don't be surprised, the new person is even younger than me, but I can't ask for too much right now. Yes, that someone new is trying SO hard to please me and my needs, but only You understand that I am one complicated girl and that it takes time to adapt into my lifestyle and to do things for me just the way I want them to be done, but since I can't do it on my own anymore, I just had to give in.
Thanks for all the kindness, love and help you showered me over the past years. Though now I may already have someone new, I could have never forgotten You.
I know you might think I never did appreciate You, maybe I didn't say enough Thank You's, maybe I didn't show how much I cherished having You in my life, but I really do.
I'm sorry that we didn't have a proper goodbye. I just can't stand watching you walk out from my door, afraid that I'll beg you to stay even the both of us know, that just can't happen. I've held you for too long. Before I trouble you even more, I know I had to let you go..
Really, my dearest Bibik Nama..
(sorry for I used to make fun of your name too, those "_ _ _ _ _, bibik kau nama apa?", "Sumpah, nama dia Nama!")
.. you'll always be in my mind, heart and prayer.
Thanks again for everything you've done to my house and my family.
Everytime the new maid makes my coffee a little too sweet for my liking or uses up my organic carrots to make curry puff filling,
I sure will miss you badly.
And may God bless you, always.
It's been weeks since you left me.
Eversince; I had to manage to do things on my own, lived in total mess, cried over my pillow, blamed everything on everyone around me and when all else failed, I tried to shut my mind and wished that I could fly or just die, leaving all this behind.
Yes, I was in a bad shape.
I was in total mess.
I was in the dark.
I lost my head.
And I had no one to talk to.
For weeks, I struggled to survive. I forced myself to smile, to stay calm, to act like I've got everything under control when I can't even think of surviving another day, in one piece. It hurts so bad to miss someone who is so important in my life.
That was until yesterday, when there arrived Someone New;
The new person is nothing really, compared to You.
You were the best, the very best I've ever had in my entire lifetime.
You definitely made my life easier.
You helped me so much, took care of everything I ever needed
that when You left, I can barely stand on my own feet.
Don't be surprised, the new person is even younger than me, but I can't ask for too much right now. Yes, that someone new is trying SO hard to please me and my needs, but only You understand that I am one complicated girl and that it takes time to adapt into my lifestyle and to do things for me just the way I want them to be done, but since I can't do it on my own anymore, I just had to give in.
Thanks for all the kindness, love and help you showered me over the past years. Though now I may already have someone new, I could have never forgotten You.
I know you might think I never did appreciate You, maybe I didn't say enough Thank You's, maybe I didn't show how much I cherished having You in my life, but I really do.
I'm sorry that we didn't have a proper goodbye. I just can't stand watching you walk out from my door, afraid that I'll beg you to stay even the both of us know, that just can't happen. I've held you for too long. Before I trouble you even more, I know I had to let you go..
Really, my dearest Bibik Nama..
(sorry for I used to make fun of your name too, those "_ _ _ _ _, bibik kau nama apa?", "Sumpah, nama dia Nama!")
.. you'll always be in my mind, heart and prayer.
Thanks again for everything you've done to my house and my family.
Everytime the new maid makes my coffee a little too sweet for my liking or uses up my organic carrots to make curry puff filling,
I sure will miss you badly.
And may God bless you, always.
Me (Yes, I know I'm cute),
Eldest Daughter Of This Family,
Lucky Garden, Bangsar.
Eldest Daughter Of This Family,
Lucky Garden, Bangsar.
15 comments:
b strong, dear..huk huk...
It was poignant...
until the end that is. Her name really does crack me up.
i tot u just lost ur bf! phew.. neway, bibik nama sounds cool as her name. apa skang musim maid blk indon ka? heard quite lots of ppl's maid balik dah ni? btw, watched CSI too last nite. the best of all seasons, definitely! and yes, Quentin Tarantino Rawks Big Time!!! wuhooo!!! and oh, i did cry too.. just a little.. if i were nick, i'd be dead by the time they found me. claustrophobic u call it rite?
kejila..aku dah sedih-sedih dah
sheesh
eheh... ada bibik baruuu
cheh! buat suspeeennnn jek bace entry nih!! dah kabur dah segala pandangan yoga tu sumer tuh!!! and that bibik nama is kinda kewl eh. N-A-M-A. haha. farewell.
eeee butterflies!!!! hehehe
wow.langsir kreatif dgn rahsia tersendiri itu got butterflies dah skang?i guess more creative la dari idea ribbon ku yg di rejek tuh :P oh btw, bibik yg masak mi goreng sedap tu nama dia nama ke?la...asal tak bgtau aritu.leh gelak?
bibik yg gosokkan tudung aku tu? :p
i've long watched that episode of CSI (okay i'm guilty of downloading, hehehe) tapilahkan, i really really don't have the guts to see it 2nd round. Ngeri beb
so anyway, wht the relevance of the title to your entry? hehehe
cis terkono aku ngan entry kali ni
Totally unrelated again, but i once left a comment asking for info on pregnancy yoga. Would really appreciate it if you could email me at sharm@nstp.com.my. Tks
hi there!just found ur blog. I LOVE yoga. It does wonders for me. I had a spinal surgery last year and have recovered wonderfully because of yoga. Got most of my strength back because of it too.
But u shud have seen me in my first class after the surgery, it was a dead simple yoga class I took at the Energy Spa. I took ages to change positions and could not even sit crossing my legs.
hi there!just found ur blog. I LOVE yoga. It does wonders for me. I had a spinal surgery last year and have recovered wonderfully because of yoga. Got most of my strength back because of it too.
But u shud have seen me in my first class after the surgery, it was a dead simple yoga class I took at the Energy Spa. I took ages to change positions and could not even sit crossing my legs.
This is a really touching post. I can totally relate to it...
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