The Day iWant It Bad

Dear Diary,

I had a rough night.


















I prepared cheese & mushroom macaroni (Tom said it was, "Sedap giler!") and grilled lambchop buka puasa dinner for party of 7, had good laugh, good cupcakes, best of friends around










yet ended up feeling
physically shaken and emotionally disturbed
by a possibility that I didn't foresee.

I'm bothered.
And very tired.
That I deserve this iPhone.













































It's beyond coolness.
It washes sadness.
It gives hopes that everything will go my way again.
Tomorrow.

iHope.