Dear Diary,
Please understand that
1. I DO NOT HATE JOO NEE
She is a nice girl. Very nice girl. I can never dance like that. It is nice to see girls finally emerged as Top 2 this year. It is not her fault that she won this. It is not her fault that most of you agree with me that there was a more deserving winner. It is not her fault to have blurted what she wanted to do with the money in NST. It's her day, let her be. Celebrate, have fun and enjoy what she'd won.
I just (in my opinion, it is my blog and my diaries. Please respect me for that. You don't get this story, this truth in newspaper and TV) feel that IT IS A MISTAKE that the best product and the best contestant did not win. I just don't know what else it takes to win then.
2. I DO NOT HATE NESCAFE
I love coffee. I love Nescafe. I love their new and brilliant Body Partner range and ad series. I love their 3-in-1 Hi-Calcium Milk coffee.
And love is an understatement.
I can never thank Nescafe enough for the opportunity, for a show as brilliant as Nescafe Kickstart, for getting the best of local production house Popiah Pictures to capture our journey and share our dreams, for moments it lasted, for making (part of) my dream comes true. So please, do not hate Nescafe and do not ever stop consuming their amazing products. Without their help, without Nescafe Kickstart, I wouldn't even be typing this from this computer, there wouldn't be HatiYoga Issue 1 that had changed many hearts, this red & white office they gave me with the RM30,000.
3. I DO NOT HATE THE WORLD
This James Morrison's song says it all for me.
4. I DO NOT HATE YOU
I am human too. I get sick at times. I get sad when hurt. I get angry when something is taken away from me. No amount of yoga, no amount of dancing, no amount of singing, no amount of free legal advice can help you to not cry, to not breakdown when times are really tough.
But this is my space. This is my public diary. My life is an open-book. I write what I feel right, I share what I think you should know. This is what I do to feel better. I appreciate every comment and your time spent checking on me. I have moved on, I hope in time you will too.
So yes, I'm back.
Feeling much better, less bitter,
and my hair now - MUCH SHORTER!
Needed a change, to feel brand new.
I'll keep you updated.
I'll make you smile and laugh with me again.
I'll make you fall in love with Yoga and me, all over again.
Please understand that
1. I DO NOT HATE JOO NEE
She is a nice girl. Very nice girl. I can never dance like that. It is nice to see girls finally emerged as Top 2 this year. It is not her fault that she won this. It is not her fault that most of you agree with me that there was a more deserving winner. It is not her fault to have blurted what she wanted to do with the money in NST. It's her day, let her be. Celebrate, have fun and enjoy what she'd won.
I just (in my opinion, it is my blog and my diaries. Please respect me for that. You don't get this story, this truth in newspaper and TV) feel that IT IS A MISTAKE that the best product and the best contestant did not win. I just don't know what else it takes to win then.
2. I DO NOT HATE NESCAFE
I love coffee. I love Nescafe. I love their new and brilliant Body Partner range and ad series. I love their 3-in-1 Hi-Calcium Milk coffee.
And love is an understatement.
I can never thank Nescafe enough for the opportunity, for a show as brilliant as Nescafe Kickstart, for getting the best of local production house Popiah Pictures to capture our journey and share our dreams, for moments it lasted, for making (part of) my dream comes true. So please, do not hate Nescafe and do not ever stop consuming their amazing products. Without their help, without Nescafe Kickstart, I wouldn't even be typing this from this computer, there wouldn't be HatiYoga Issue 1 that had changed many hearts, this red & white office they gave me with the RM30,000.
3. I DO NOT HATE THE WORLD
This James Morrison's song says it all for me.
"I've been down so low,
people look at me and they know.
They can tell something is wrong,
like I don't belong.
Well, staring through a window, standing outside
They're just too happy to care tonight.
Wanna be like them,
but I'll mess it up again.
I tripped my way in, got kicked outside
And everybody saw.
And I know that it's a wonderful world,
but I can't feel it right now.
Well I thought that I was doing well,
but I just wanna cry now.
Well I know that it's a wonderful world,
from the sky down to the sea.
I can only see it when you're here,
here with me.
Sometimes I feel so full of love,
it just comes spilling out.
It's uncomfortable to see,
I get away so easily.
But if I had someone, I would do anything
Never never never let you feel alone.
I won't, I won't leave you on your own.
Who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools,
They let you down."
people look at me and they know.
They can tell something is wrong,
like I don't belong.
Well, staring through a window, standing outside
They're just too happy to care tonight.
Wanna be like them,
but I'll mess it up again.
I tripped my way in, got kicked outside
And everybody saw.
And I know that it's a wonderful world,
but I can't feel it right now.
Well I thought that I was doing well,
but I just wanna cry now.
Well I know that it's a wonderful world,
from the sky down to the sea.
I can only see it when you're here,
here with me.
Sometimes I feel so full of love,
it just comes spilling out.
It's uncomfortable to see,
I get away so easily.
But if I had someone, I would do anything
Never never never let you feel alone.
I won't, I won't leave you on your own.
Who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools,
They let you down."
(~WONDERFUL WORLD,
2006)
2006)
4. I DO NOT HATE YOU
I am human too. I get sick at times. I get sad when hurt. I get angry when something is taken away from me. No amount of yoga, no amount of dancing, no amount of singing, no amount of free legal advice can help you to not cry, to not breakdown when times are really tough.
But this is my space. This is my public diary. My life is an open-book. I write what I feel right, I share what I think you should know. This is what I do to feel better. I appreciate every comment and your time spent checking on me. I have moved on, I hope in time you will too.
So yes, I'm back.
Feeling much better, less bitter,
and my hair now - MUCH SHORTER!
Needed a change, to feel brand new.
I'll keep you updated.
I'll make you smile and laugh with me again.
I'll make you fall in love with Yoga and me, all over again.
37 comments:
shorter hair is nice what...long hair on you...look like makcik.
^_^
that's it...get up and face the world again!
short hair?
mesti cute kan..kan..kan...
Ninie...your diary and your spirt help me a lot. Hope you'll be wonderful and cherish as you are always.
Heart you ninie...
letak aaarr gambar rambut pendek..mesti kiut!
eheh glad to read that u r ok.
another song by james morrison which i love to listen for my perk-me-up days:
"You think that I wanna run and hide
I'll keep it all locked up inside
I just want you to find me
I'm not lost, I'm not lost,
Just undiscovered
We're never alone we're all the same as each other
You see the look thats on my face
You might think im out of place
I'm not lost, no no,
Just undiscovered"
:)
laydiefa...
nak mp3 ^_^
good to see u up...
now....i'm the one feeling the lowliest of lows....the darkest of days....
and...it's worst than not winning 150k....
-l'soul-
:( ... sadder and sadder in less than a week. I love you both (ladysoul and ninie).
good to hear that you've decided to move on. those speedbumps may have slowed you down a bit but don't let none of 'em stop you.
gotta see that short hair of yours nanti. is it anything like the one you had few years ago? :)
Dear Ninie,
Some do it faster, some do it better.
Be the latter.
Failure is nothing but an event, never a person.
And quote: "WOW.
RM150,000 to continue paying for rent if she has no students?
RM150,000 to continue paying her instructors?
RM150,000 to throw a huge dance party?
RM150,000 to thank her parents?"
abit too late to confess that you are sorry innit? after saying all those above. I would take it as a huge insult if i were JN. just goes to show how conceited one can be. Its the exact hare & tortoise story. :) the hare that was really pissed off, and underestimated the tortoise. JN maybe a tortoise or 'lousy dancer' as most of nini'es bias fans would say, but fact is she WON, and nini lost.
get that.
new ninie, new hair, new spirit... cheers for all the better. moving on to plan B.
Quote by Nini:
1. I DO NOT HATE JOO NEE
She is a nice girl. Very nice girl. I can never dance like that. It is nice to see girls finally emerged as Top 2 this year. It is not her fault that she won this. It is not her fault that most of you agree with me that there was a more deserving winner. It is not her fault to have blurted what she wanted to do with the money in NST. It's her day, let her be. Celebrate, have fun and enjoy what she'd won.
I just (in my opinion, it is my blog and my diaries. Please respect me for that. You don't get this story, this truth in newspaper and TV) feel that IT IS A MISTAKE that the best product and the best contestant did not win. I just don't know what else it takes to win then.
Dear ms nini,
whether its in your blog, diaries, or in the newspaper, the same law applies. As long as its published online, you have the responsibility the same as that of a journalist.
Just a kind reminder. As an author of your diaries, you know what you write impacts JN or not.
thank you.
anonymous,
cut it out dude..if it was true that nini apologized, then suck it up..why are u making things worse?
the anonymouses will soon go.
chin up, mini!
yup anonymous...tak suke...jangan bace! apa susah?
i'm just happy ninie's back!
-ninie's biggest biased fan - (i still dont get that....how can a fan be biased??? dah fan tu fan aje lah...nak biased ke mana lagi? ha ha ha ha ha -
Dear anonymous, dont preach about laws la.
As a kind reminder to you too, by hiding behind an anonymous alias does not give you any credit too.
Like everyone else says. Cut it out lah.
tahnye.
kalau nak lantang sangat tunjuk mukaa laa..
buat pe nak anonymous.
apaa daaa!
org dah OK dia nak dok kecoh2 lagi.
i think what the other commenter says its true. as long as you publish online, its just like any other news. its in the SUN papers on the 27th of January.
haven't you guys been reading papers, or no? i suppose if u are in JN's shoes and from her perspective, how would she feel about the earlier rants that nini made? this is not attacking who nini is. its what she said and did in her previous blog post.
a little too late? let's see what JN has to say despite the 'make up' post of 'i don't hate JN and she's a nice girl'.
nini should have thought about that before she lashed out her rants right?
aku pun nak kena start buat yoga balik ni..muda2 dah tergeliat pinggang=P..
miracle will happen to u..
dear ikram, atilia and the rest of the 'suckers' kiss ass,
you guys are the ones affacted by the loss of rm150k isit?
thanks to the previous commenter too. i agree. a little too late for an apology. its expected after you've lashed out innit?
any laymen knows about this basic law :) u be responsible for what you write. nini's a public figure. she should see things in a bigger picture. the comments on JN was a big mistake, no doubt.
ps: and why are the rest of you so affected? :) don't like our opinion, live with it. what, u want to burn the judges like ikram wanted to?
and besides, there are lots of anonymous here. you people tell them to stop being 'anonymous' lor.
Leeds Al-Malique said...
tahnye.
kalau nak lantang sangat tunjuk mukaa laa..
buat pe nak anonymous.
apaa daaa!
org dah OK dia nak dok kecoh2 lagi.
4:44 PM, April 18, 2007
dear whoever u are,
the blog entry has an optional button for ANONYMOUS.
don't see why you are so kepoh about this since this is not your diary. and there are lots of anonymous giving variety of opinion.
free country lor.
good for you ninie.
if you think you have repented what you said.
no one's perfect. a lesson also in that 'think before you talk'. you were just dissapointed. naturally, anyone in your position would succumb to that, even a public figure.
more like--> 'think before you say' ? or if you have nothing nice to say, just shut up?
It's nice to just try and see both sides of a conversation...however sweet or bitter it may be.
Life's not a simple black and white...sometimes it's in the shades of grey.
Glad you had your time to be furious and to grieve, and now you're in "chins up" mode. In my eyes, you're always a winner. In my eyes, you're always THE winner.
Much love,
Kenny.
babe! I'll always love you unconditionally! xoxo. can't wait to see you! :)
Alamak....yang korang2 anonymous ni sumer emo apahal? sukahatilah kalau ninie nak rant ke, nak marah ke...at least SHE had the balls to do it! AND like she said, it is HER blog...duh!! + dah cakap sorry pun, kan? Last I checked, saying sorry is WAY better than not at all!
he he he...the supporters or the anonymoos (moo moo) or whatever nicks seems the EMO one.
like orochimary said, its good to see both sides of the view- be it bitter and sweet.
well, as for nini, good that she has repented. hopefully it is a lesson for all and for her especially to think before she writes her 'mind' out.
humans are designed to get angry. we are not robots are we? so nini, all the best and just becaus eu lose does NOT mean you are a loser. and your supporters also should learn to see your losing in KickStart as a positive note to fight harder.
y la so EMO? i think its not personal attack to nini, more like 'kritikan membina' :)
he he he....
opps sorry, orochimary....its orochimaru commenter. i like your comments. :)
i guess everywhere we are. we have to becareful what we say or write. words become actions.actions become habits. and habits will later define what you are.
all the best nini! :)
welcome back Ninie!!! jom BK!!
"Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe"
(Breathe - ANNA NALICK)
Ninie,i have been following u thru ur diaries,n i tink ur an amazing person..i hope u'll keep going on yah!!
So, if you have tried and failed, don't let it bother you because tomorrow is a new day!Nanti I balik malaysia, I will sure take one of your class (kalau ade availability,from what I heard cam susah je)and JN's dance class too!!!
Mari kita support orang MALAYSIA nak hidup GAYA SIHAT!!!!
Ninie, just want to tell you i like your blog, and hatiyoga!
still HEART you!
chin up, bebeh! :-)
aiyo
one of the many anonymous is still delusional.
"ps: and why are the rest of you so affected? :) don't like our opinion, live with it. what, u want to burn the judges like ikram wanted to?"
If you attack my comment which was intended for Ninie and not you, then why in the world say something about it. If you tell me that if I dont like your comments and to just live with it, why you choose to pick on mine?? Respect it and live it be la. I dont care what you have to say to Ninie cause thats for Ninie.
I dont care about ninie losing RM150k (except I sedih for her a bit la, she strong, can go on after this). But before telling people its a free world and everybody has their opinion, then I suggest you dont comment on other people's comments and try to be funny when its not.
And for the 3rd time, I didn't say burn the judges.
And ninie's short hair is cool :)
And we can choose to be anonymous but didn't want to :)
ANONYMOUS - if you have nothing else better to say, you might as well just shut the f*** up.
it's kak nini's blog and hell yeah she has every right to write what she has in mind. and please note that it says D.I.A.R.Y. erm..if you know what that means.
and haha..this yoga instructor's hot and you're not.
so save your breath to even reply to this (coz obviously i don't give a shit to what you say) and get your arse off this site if you don't like what you're reading.
oh and btw, i'm one of her OVERSEAS reader.
she's THAT influential. get that?
THE BEST EVER, THE ONE AND ONLY KAK NINI - GANBATTE YO!! <3
i'm sooooooooooo darn sure that you'll do wayyyyyyyyyyyyy better than a kickstart (=
ALL THE BEST AND BUCKETS FULL OF GOOD LUCK IN ALL YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS!! ^_^
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